So, in another I made, I asked about not wanting to get help. A lot of people encouraged me, & do I do want to tell someone. So, later in the thread I talked about possibly meeting with the school psych.
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So one of my friends is seeing the school psych., because her parents want her to have more friends, & boost her confidence.
My friend told me, that the school psych. would want me to be part of the group(it's a friendship group). She'll ask how you feel on scale from 1 to 10, about your home, & school life, friends, & other things.
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I have been struggling a lot, with depression, & suicidal thoughts. Right now, It seems that nothing will ever get better. I just keep on going in downward spiral. It's horrible. I never have fun, & don't enjoy anything anymore.I am really paranoid, thinking my friends, & family, & that everyone hate me.Plus, I am ruining friendships because of my depression. I have little motivation to do anything, & my grades are horrible. When I am not depressed, I am really irritable
But , on top of that. I have been contemplating suicide. I do have plan, as of right now. I actually am considering go through with it.
The problem is- I am really scared to go to her first. I never told anyone about my depression, ever. What will she even do when I get in there?
I want to tell her about my suicidal ideation, that I actually have a plan, & that,at times I want to go through with the plan. But, if I tell her that, what will she do? Does she have to do anything?