I'm not taking responsibility for this. I don't think it says anything about me. Even if she didn't like me that much it didn't because I can't control that we didn't click at all. I'm only responsible for my half.

This did affect me because I'm much more sensitive than normal right now and wanting LCM more than normal. It didn't at all help that the same day, I had a moment with her. And by moment, I mean it was drawn out for several hours. She texted me in the morning because I sent her a jumbled message again because I took too much meds. She wanted to know that I was okay and then said that she can't keep doing this. She feels like she is wasting my time/money because she feels like she doesn't know how to help me. I interpreted this as her saying she was done with me. I felt like I blew it and she was saying she can't help me and won't help me. A few hours later, she called me. I told her I was sorry and that she does help me and I don't think her stopping helping me would be beneficial at all. She said "whoa what are you talking about? I'm definitely not leaving you. You need someone to be constant with you and I want to be that person. I was trying to apologize because I felt guilty for not being more helpful. I'm sorry for the miscommunication".

Two hours later, TT said she was leaving. Out of the blue. It was like I was bracing myself to be slapped in the face but just when I thought I was safe, I got slapped from behind.