All I know was my libido was just fine until I started taking Cymbalta. And this wasn't about looking for the most expedient and efficient route, as know one knows that—I mean I don't even know that myself. And yes, I've spent years practicing…there's just no point anymore really. I mean, if you're not a dude, what's the point of masturbation if you're never going to have sex because you don't have a partner? I don't even know if I'll have another one night stand—I don't want to become emotionally attached to someone that's unavailable, yet again.

So maybe it's good that I'm on medication that suppresses my sex drive? Otherwise I would be even more depressed and/or having sex with random people before I explode.

A guy doesn't make me switch off…I get turned on by being touched by a guy, it's just that nothing can be done about it afterwards (i.e. I don't really feel as much when my arousal is trying to be relieved).