Thank you all so much for the advice. I agree an am going to put this all behind me. I am hoping with time the feelings will just disappear. I am not sure why reconnecting with him brought all of these feelings to the surface. There could be two reasons, I failed I mention that we lost a pregnancy when we were together. It is the main reason out relationship ended, I was distraught and ended taking it out in him. I eventually left him without a reason. The other reason I think these feelings might have surfaced is simply because everyday life sometimes gets boring and it could have been just the excitement. I know that I have a great husband and that I need to make time for is to rekindle things in out marriage.