I have the same issues. I’m very much an introvert, but with depression, I feel like I have completely loss any social skills. At work, I have to have forced interactions with my coworkers. Plus I really dislike my job, which makes it harder. At times, interacting with coworkers, feels like a job within a job. I live 500 miles away from my family (just my mom). And I don’t have any close friends where I currently live. There are times when I wish I had friends to hang out with. But, when I do try to be social, I can’t wait to get back home be alone.