I'm adding to my previous post about deepest fears.

Being sexually assaulted again. I know if this were to happen again, it would completely destroy me mentally.

Having had a physical life threatening episode back in `82 that could have killed me or left me paralyzed, I fear the possibility of it happening again but leaving me next time totally physically handicapped and dependent on others for help.

To live out the remainder of my life and never conquering the mental health problems that impair my life daily.

That's enough for the moment!!!

Calm