Seems to be getting out of hand thigh on my wrist and I make you arms. All I know what I was very angry with myself I tried to cry and I tried to write things down but it didn't work when that didn't work I resorted to cutting. I know this is serious and getting out of hand . Before the cut the scratch is now becoming deeper. I need to figure this out soon I feel so become very reckless driving. Oh and to top it off and me not even be in this wedding that I've been wanting to be in. The wedding is for my cousin and I'm the maid of honor and if I can't be in this I don't know what I will do. I know she'll understand if I can't but it's just that we work so hard on it. I may even have to be on disability now that I can't seem to work or drive or even eat on my own at times because I forget where I don't feel like it. I just hope and pray that we find a medication soon suitable for me because for sure not positive what I have exactly as far as what kind of depression we don't know.