Dear T.....I am not sure I am good enough, not good enough to do this life stuff, I don't seem to fit in, I feel like I ma starting to go backwards and I've only had a few short weeks of feeling ok.

All of the bad bits of me, the insecurities, the fear, the worry, the anxiety, the BLAH is all resurfacing........I cried myself to sleep last night, and it seems I will tonight too. Ugh...I am fed up with myself.

Can you please hold my hand tomorrow? I've never asked you or told you that I would like that and I probably never will. I just want someone to hold my hand and let me know it will all be ok. Will it T?