Its a mind puzzler unless you are in my head and experience my thoughts and reality. I feel that I should feel like horrible person because my wife was having a health issue (got dizzy lightheaded and really hot). Instead of feeling sympathy and concern for her I got pissed that she called me. That she had the nerve to feel ill. I'm the only person that matters. I don't feel sick so no one else should either. What is wrong with her thinking that she's sick and might need to go to the hospital? Is it wrong of me to feel this way? I'm pretty sure that it is, but I don't really care. This is my reality. Maybe I am just a cold heartless *****. Should I let myself feel what I feel or should I try to force the feelings I feel I should feel, but don't feel? I'm rambling, but this is how my head is working.

Tig