Dear T.

Day 3 of not texting you. My anger is fading and I am feeling more level headed today
I am annoyed with myself a bit because I cant remember the rest of our conversation after you told me that you wont be so gentle. . I vaguely remember you trying to reassure me, after you had said that you aren't going to be so 'gentle' anymore But I cant remember what the reassurance was. I wish I could remember, or that you'd text me a reminder because not knowing is killing me