Lycanthrope - i agree with you. I just dont think humans are wired that way. Not young humans, anyway. Maybe older humans. Speaking as an older human. Maybe thats why they call old age a second childhood - that mushy stuff just seems gross sometimes!! But i can sure relate to this story - i SO know i made the wrong decision as to my choice of boyfriends at my sweet sixteen. Stupid, stupid, stupid! I could have had the life i really wanted, if i had thought about pleasing myself and not my family or what anyone else thought of me.