I've been playing around with my meds, trying to fix myself before a dr. appt. next week but it's not helping. I felt so angry and crazy manic, so I cut my antidepressant in half and then crashed. So I thought maybe it was the xanax making me too low, so I cut that in half and was so panicked and sick. So I went back up on both. Now I'm just depressed again, but I can't stop moving. Literally, I'm baking lasagna and banana bread and doing laundry and painting the bathroom and talking on the phone all at the same time and while crying. It's insane. This new med sucks but changing again for the 4th time in 3 months sucks worse, so what to do? I don't know. My dr. is so frustrated with me that he leaves the decision up to me, which I am obviously not qualified to make. Feel like I'm speeding towards something really bad.