Newtus---part of it is possibly not having the psychosis under control. For me I actually found in my phone a mensa app and my IQ just after being stabilized from psychosis was 106----after a couple years on the meds 130 and now 140 which is normal for me. So yeah the meds took off 10 points but the psychosis dropped 34 or possibly more while I was actively psychotic and I had to recover from that over a few years...