You were not a bore. This is a safe place to talk, get things off yr chest, get support etc. I totally understand yr feelings of not wanting to be on meds because of side effects. I'm struggling with that too so.yr not.alone. I.lack motivation, feel emotionally flat and.really can't stand the weight gain. I did however find a good med recently that is helping me to lose.the weight I'd gained.. every person reacts diff to diff meds so be aware of that. I'm now on Latuda for bipolar depression and it seems to be helping with stabilizing my mood with no weight gain. there are meds that help with bipolar plus sleep issues too. Talk with yr pdic.before deciding to go off yr meds. For me I wouldn't choose to go on and off these meds. They are meant to help long term and if you've had psychosis meds are needed. I am not a Dr but those are my ideas. I actually tried to ween myself down to a lower dose on one.of my meds with my Dr approval. It went very poorly. I was trying to slowly ween off so I wasn't so meditated. It's hard to.stomach to know that alot of my stabilization is from meds. Have you gotten good results from therapy too? I go to weekly therapy sessions, see my pdoc every few months and more often if needed. I hope you feel more balanced soon. Good luck..

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