you have a point, when I asked my mom she said that it was because something in life must be taring me apart and the reason for the wolves is because unlike anything else in the world they are the one thing that I connect to the most. how ever. I'm not under more or less stress then I normal am already, and as far as changes go there are none that are causing anything bad. work suck etc etc but who's doesn't.

if I could only find out what I'm trying to tell my self it would be easier