No. I have never felt that way. I don't lash out at all, I turn to stone. I freeze first and then go into hyperarousal mode where you scrape me off the ceiling.

I asked T why I didn't have the classic fight or flight response. She explained it like this.

If your mind thinks it has time to flee then it will flee

If your mind thinks there's no time to flee then it will fight

If your mind thinks there's no time for either and death is near, you freeze into a kind of dissociation/acceptance.