I know how you feel. I miss being "normal" and carefree. But was I really? I used to drink a lot and I was very miserable even though I had a nice body, a good job and a lot going for me. More than I have going for me now. Except now, I don't have the need to drink every day. Bipolar is tough, but its just something that is a part of me now. I wouldn't worry too much about others accepting it, you have to accept it and try your best to cope.

A great place to cope is here on Psych Central. Hopefully you will post more and we will hear some more of your story.

Good luck and see you around!