It sounds like you really need to talk to somebody first. I would suggest contacting a therapist to start. A doctor will diagnose you and will typically not work with you to work things out. A therapist will. You could start with this article which tells you how to choose a therapist. There are many different kinds. They can also help you determine you you need to get a diagnosis from a doctor. If you attend a church a pastor is another resource.

http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/...-therapist-you

If you don't feel you can wait until Monday you could use one of the services to talk to somebody. I can't speak to what is good but somebody else might know. There might be a sticky in the psychology forum for resources.

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