Are you really sure you like the way the scars look, or is it just something you are telling yourself. That may sound harsh, but ask yourself anyway.

I'm glad you haven't cut in a while. Cutting is just a coping mechanism, but like all self destructive coping mechanisms, there comes a time when it no longer works. There is nothing good that can come from cutting. I did it for years. You get older, have scars you can't get rid of and sometimes an addiction that you can no longer control.

I know it helps temporarily, but not for long. You sound like you enjoy your artwork. Can you put your energy on paper? Your pain and frustration? Your art is something you can carry with you for life and don't have to hide. Life can be hard and unfair. Don't let it beat you down.

Sam2