I do... but I highly doubt it counts. Actually, it probably counts as a desperation rather than a passion.

I want to be HAPPY. LOL But I can't figure out what could make me happy. My depression entails extreme fatigue and apathey. So there is no one THING that I can find that motivates or drives me, but DAMN do I wish had something just for me. I want/need something that makes me want to wake up in the morning, something to get out of bed FOR.

So... I WANT to WANT... something.

I want a passion... passionately. It's not very rational if you ask me, but there you go.

It's a vicious cycle --> The more I want to be happy + the more I can't figure out what makes me happy = the more depressed I get.

It really makes no logical sense. However, this place is as good as any to reveal how crazy my crazy actually is. No need to thank me for the lovely insight. Your welcome.