@Changingmymind. Yes I am on medication adderall for my ADHD and cymbalta for depression. I've tried a few other anti depressants and non of them worked at all, cymbalta makes it so I am not walking around wishing I had the guts to kill myself everyday, so I am happy with that for now and I don't want to mess with meds to much at this time.

I've never done therapy, there isn't really anything I like out here in rural arizona. The psychiatrist I see is over a computer at a local doctors office. She is good, but it feels very impersonal to me so I just discuss how the meds are working and go on my way. Its the only option available to me at this time anyways. Maybe someday this country will start taking mental health a little bit more seriously.

I'm glad medication is working for you, I hope it always will.