Been quite a ride today. Got up alright and started right in with a phone thing that's been exasperating. Essentially a recorded msg "lottery" to hit a day you are allowed to leave a "msg" (only name and #) to hope to receive a callback sometime in about a week to begin the process of getting help. Finally got through! (After many days of trying.) Hoop one of that expedition.

Took meds. One was a familiar generic, but different manufacturer. Got nauseated and light-headed. Panicked a bit. Hoping those things are unrelated. Laid down, but only for a bit as there's too much daunting 'business hours stuff' bearing down right now.

Really dug into a stressful and dreaded but must do, clock-is-ticking-down money-business thing that makes me feel profoundly stupid. Tried to explain to BF that his helpful idea was stressing me out more. You would.not.believe the convolutions to get through this thing, even with the help of calls to the go-to guy. A couple of breakdowns, but finally got through it thanks to not owning a gun. Only half-joking. It got ROUGH, especially at one point, so pretty proud of pushing through it.

Had a psych appt. (Fortuitous timing, no?! )
Thrown around into emotional extremes, but made it! Pretty zonked now.