Please God help me forget all about that man who doesn't care about me. Who promised to call and let's me wait by the phone a wait and won't call me and when I call him he won't answer. This gives me so much anxiety. So much stress. Like my heart is going to come off out of my chest. I don't want to care about him anymore. I don't want to cry for him. He doesn't deserve my tears. He fooled me into letti g me think that he loved me. Married me just to get a green card and used me until he did t need me anymore. He threw me to the streets when I lost my job. Now I'm loosing sleep over him crying for him. Please how I take away all this pain? How do I do it. How I stop caring. I don't want to feel anymore. What do I take so I'm numb? I don't want to think or remember him. He doesn't care for me. I'm in so much pain. I cry uncontrollably. I need to stop. Oh God. Please listen to my plead. How do I ear eased this person from my life? Why do I still miss him. Why do I still love him. He just shot me out if life forgetting all the promises he made. Please God. Help. Me