I can't tell you how many times I have sat in the car and cried.....

Good for you for going out with the intention of interviewing....That's a huge accomplishment when you have depression...

Unfortunately, people that don't have it, don't really understand what it's like. I think we have all met the kindhearted soul that has given us the helpful advice to "cheer up"....I see that you're seeing a professional soon....why not ask him for advice on how to best bring it up to your family so that you can feel supported?

There is no embarrassment or guilt for something that you didn't do....

Hugs.