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cutting myself seems like it would be a good release right now.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">But it will make you feel worse afterwards. Hang in there. You held off for some many months already.

How about going away for the weekend or just distraction, friends etc. to take your mind off?

Don't give up. Things can get sorted out....