T,
You are really quite good at handling my emotions you know. I'm sorry that you were concerned when I missed the appointment, and once you said that I felt guilty. But it's also weird, because no one has ever really said that to me. Weirder still, I actually mostly believed you.
And thank you for saying that you will make a point to remember that you asked me to do something. Although I also feel guilty for that, that I'm making you work more.
And I appreciated your attempt at joking when I was sitting there trying to calm down. I didn't get at first that it was a joke until you laughed; I probably looked horrified when you said you were going to sit outside the door to read a meditation to me! But it was pretty funny after I was no longer baffled.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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