Hello Forever.
I AM SO VERY PROUD that you have made the decision to go see your Dr and therapist again. That is a very BRAVE and COURAGEOUS thing to do for your life and mental health. I hope in time you feel welcome to post and meet friemnds here at Psych Central, since there are a lot of nice and supportive people here that understand what you are going through at this time. I am going to leave 2 hotline numbers to call if you would like to call someone in person 1-800-273-TALK and 1800-DONT-CUT. Both of these hotlines are available 24/7. Please feel free to call one of them if you need to talk to someone. Take care and good day PM anytime soidhonia