Yeah it is hard opening up. That is the only way they can really help you though. You opened up quite a bit on your first post. That is good. Going through a break up from that long a relationship is really tough. You have to grieve the loss of that relationship. Sounds like that triggered your depression. I believe you have to have someone you can totally confide in. It can be a friend or a family member or a therapist, but it is important.
I get slightly psychotic when really depressed. It is important to be totally honest about all your symptoms and past history to a psychiatrist.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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