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A year ago after fighting this depression and throwing everything at it except the kitchen sink I too gave up all hope. I have fought so hard and tryed so many things over the years that I just got plain tired and lost all hope. The depressions keep coming and getting worse. Maybe I was hoping it would get cured with all the meds and work I had done. I have come to the conclusion I have a long term chronic disease that doesn't respond to treatment that I have to live with and manage. It effects all areas of my life. I have managed to find some hope and contentment and acceptance in that.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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