At my last job I did the same thing. The job I had before that I got let go because I was missing to much work due to depression. I got another job after a couple of weeks and made in through one day. The next day I sat in the parking lot and had a break down totally overwhelmed with anxiety and started crying. I just couldn't do it. I called my boss and told him I had to quit for mental health reasons. That was a year ago and I have not worked since. My depression has become much worse in recent years compared to all the years I was working.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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