It took me a long time to accept that this is my life. Depression isn't a choice or a lifestyle really. It's a chronic illness. It's comes and goes in cycles, but it is always present.

I had to stop looking for a cure, and accept that I need to find a way to live healthy and productively to the BEST OF MY ABILITY. End of.

I'm still working on finding my way. I hope you find a way that works best for you.