Most of the time it just comes up. I'll do something and as I'm walking away ill think about how stupid I was to do 'that' and hill think I wish I was dead. Its the frequency that really bothers me. I wake up and think oh no, another day?

I'm taking Celexa 40mg and the pdoc gave me Abilify, but its 700 bucks a month. I'll just have to deal and be depressed.