I agree with paynful and zinco. This is a disease - it's a battle - cure? For me, it was employment...now I don't know what to do, or what this is going to look like in the long-run either. I am not looking at this too clearly right now because my depression is deepening, despite medication. But, Justzeek, find a therapist and open up to them. Depression is treatable. I recovered once; I'm determined to recover again.