Thanks for this @zinco14532323. He still texting. Pick up plz. I haven't. But I want to talk to him badly. I don't know how much longer I will keep this up. I am bouncing back and forth. Specially the bargaining. I even told him that he didn't have to stay married. That we can start fresh and date again and rebuilt our relationship. Am I crazy? How can I accept this? I have no dignity or self respect. Is so sad. But is the truth. I'm so ashamed.