SS8282,

I do not know you and you don't know me. But to answer your question what does it matter? Well, to me you matter as you are a valuable contributor and friend to many on this site.

I know the insurance game and preexisting conditions and cost of meds all too well. I also know the effects on my system when I ration meds or go without. I end up only harming myself.

You have every right to be angry with the stupid insurance companies. The very idea that one is too sick to insure is sick itself!!

You are not to blame for having a disease or illnesses. To be mad at yourself over this makes my heart ache. I wish that you could focus this anger outward at the unjust world.

The lack of oxygen makes everything just a little darker and harder. My allergies have been at times so severe that I don't get adequate oxygen and wake up feeling like I'm suffocating. Not getting rest sets one up for being vulnerable to anything.

If I hadn't slept well from lack of ability to breathe and then was insulted at my place of work and then received the e-mail you did I would have lost it SS.

You are right it has been a cruddy week for you. I'm glad the weekend is upon us.

I really don't have much to offer up besides I fully understand the 'what does it matter' question.

You matter to me. A total stranger on the Internet cares that you are feeling this much pain and wishes to let you know that you have someone praying for you if that doesn't offend you too much.

(((SS8282))) take care please

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