The pdocs are not liable, they experiment with our brains as they please. I have times when I am certain that they are criminals in disguise. My heart goes out to you. It takes time, but eventually, by expressing ourselves and hearing others, by sharing it all and doing research, we may figure out just what is best for us as individuals. That's why we are on this website. I am trying to do that right now. Alaska has to be an awesome place and part of me envies you for being there, as I love the wilderness. A mental health clinic I used to go to for many years had documents posted that told patients how to file complaints. I thought I'd never need to and cannot remember who took the complaints. The last few times I was there, I noticed that the posted documents had totally disappeared. You think Alaska is bad re mental health services? Well, I believe you, but the state of NM is still a third world country. Best of luck to you.