I really need to push myself & tell her. I'm thinking of telling my friend, to ask the school psych, if I can talk to her. That would be easier for me.

I will tell her about my depression. But, I don't want to tell her about the suicide, because I do SI, & truthfully I don't know if I can promise her I won't hurt myself. I really don't like lying, but I do want to tell her,& get help. I am just scared if I do tell her I SI that she would send me to the hospital,. People tell me it is horrible,scary, & that it reduce your job choices.