He's solid. He's always there. He sets boundaries. He's a great listener. I'm finding it hard to remain impartial to my doctor and I wish he would just adopt me and at the same time I wish I could bring out an inappropriate side. Probably so I can prove he's like all other men in my life. I'm very confused and way to embarrassed to bring this up. Don't know what I'm looking for except to get it off my chest.