As a child, I always had a recurring dream of trying to reach out to my mother, but whenever I did she was surrounded by other people who were more important. I mentioned this in therapy (I write everything in my diary and share it in session) and that's where my "mummy issues" stem from.

I have had dreams about T abandoning me, dying. The abandonment ones are the strongest, and I mention them to T when I feel they're relevant. We don't discuss them though.