It is so hard for me to deal with people, that I've often thought of giving up on all the suggestions people make and isolating; just getting used to being lonely.

The problem is I'm not happy. I feel lonely and depressed when I stay in my house for days at a time.

So I'm taking a big step. I called a therapist who specializes in CBT and am planning to put the work in to try and not be so weird and unapproachable. One last time.