I really know how you are feeling. I am so angry. I have these thoughts as well, about how much damage I could do to another person or how badly I could hurt someone. Part of me wishes someone would try and start something so I would have an excuse to release all this anger I am feeling. It is scary for me to think that I could potentially hurt someone or worse and I also know my life would be over if I did. I am so disappointed with the world and I am so angry at the people in it.

This is why I just try to avoid the world and wait for my medication to kick in and hopefully calm me.