When I was 20, it was 2001, starting my second year of college, working and doing homework so I didn't have a lot of time to get into too much trouble. It was the first (and only) time I tried LSD and became a stronger, angrier, more relentless, more obsessive version of myself. I was always grouchy. I was sober, busy and grouchy. I was more trusting and social back then. Lots of people took advantage of me, too. I never leave the house, these days, unless I have to. Face-to-face socialization exhausts me.