Newtus, this is how my paranoia is. I haven't taken the garbage out or left my apt in over a week bc I think everyone thinks I'm crazy and knows I have bipolar. I'm particularly worried what my neighbors think. I know rationally that the worst they may think is that I'm a recluse, but oh well. Once I get out I feel better. I live alone and its hard. Ur lucky to have ur dad. Both of my parents have passed. I was very close to my mom and its been really hard without her.

About the weight gain, have u tried latuda? I was gaining hella weight on risperdal and seroquel but with the latuda I've actually lost some. I had to go through a lot of aps until I found the right one. The latuda really helps with the depression too. Just a thought.