I've had a difficult time in the past year.

Was diagnosed with clinical depression. Self harmed a lot last summer. Things escalated. I overdosed a few times between early January and December.

I'm in limbo. I see a psychiatrist at the moment. Waiting for something to happen/to get help. Nothings happening at the moment. Medication isn't an option for me.

I'm getting by by either taking legal highs, drinking or self haring each night. I can't go a night without doing at least one of these. If I drink, I drink one to two bottles of white wine, at 12/13%. I'm 5ft4, 21 year old female. About 10 stone.
If I take legals, I drop at least one pill a night. They're pretty strong.

In the past week I've had at least a bottle of wine a night. The week before that I dropped a pill every 12 hours. I'm running out of money. I'm panicking. I have no money left. I don't know what to do. I need to buy this stuff.

Does this sound like a problem? Specifically the drink.drugs?

I've been doing this stuff for months now, but got by with self harm. I've sunk a bit recently, and as odd as it sounds, had no energy to self harm, so turned to drink.drugs instead.

Any advice is welcomed. I feel at a dead end again...