Whenever I watch a movie with my mom and my grandma, they always have their laptops open and only half-watch the movie. It shouldn't make me angry because it's whatever they want to do, but their disinterest (especially if they claim it's a movie they want to see) makes watching the movie much less enjoyable for me.

I've told them this. I didn't expect them to do any differently, though. I suppose I just wanted them to know. I think all this may be because I subconsciously blame them for my trouble keeping interest in most things, even things I enjoy.

I mostly just needed some place to rant, currently trying to calm my irrational self.