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Originally Posted by Alone & confused
What do you do if your moodswings go on a hiatus? (doesn't look like the last word is on the title for some reason.)
For the first time in a long time I'm not having any type of a mood swing dictating what I'm going to do today and I feel lost! What the hell? I get to Choose what kind of day I'm going to have? Wow! Ok....hmmmm, never been asked that question before. Huh...What DO I like to do?? It's been awhile since I haven't had someone or some mood telling me what to do! I know what I NEED to be doing, but there's no force behind me now pushing me to do it! Anyone else ever have days like this?
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The reason the last word (hiatus) is cut off is because the title is longer than the character limit. Hope that helps!
Onto subject, I miss mania. I've been mostly mania-free for a while now (about 6 months) and I just can't get nearly as much done as I used to during those times.
To be quite honest, I don't feel like Michael (that's me) when I don't have those elevated highs and the lows. I definitely don't miss full-blown mania but I do miss the hypomania that helped me to excel in College.
Feels like there's something missing to be honest!
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