ForeverDamned, I know you mentioned you went through DBT, but are you currently seeing a therapist?

I've only been in the hospital once. I hated it so much I left against medical advice after two days. Just being there once was enough to make me not want to go back. I still do things and have symptoms that are probably hospital-worthy, but I keep things just above water so that I can avoid going in. I guess I do have some control. I hate the hospital.