At 20, I was in animation school, half naked, hanging out with a 30 something year old that had a wife, and many other guys that did drugs recreationally. I would come home to yell and scream at how my husband was raising our son, shower, change and leave. The 30 something would make sure I'd get home safely and never let me out of his sight. They started to realize something was up. . At some point the 30 yr old went and told my husband that he hasn't ever given me drugs, have never seen me take drugs, but doubts i even know whats going on. He was covering for me at school but they'll worried im doing drugs. Eventually it be He'd hand me over to my husband at night, make sure I got to school , hand me over to another friend to make sure I ate. Whenever I got to much for them they'd throw me in the pool. My husband was asked if I do coke. When the 30 year old saw my husband sincerely asking me if I actually wanted to be with him and me just screaming he came to my husband's rescues and drugged me to sleep. At some point I came down. My husband requested I get help but that went no where because the only thing we could figure out was my ED and I was not under weight enough.
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Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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