i cant stop cutting when i get home , when im with friends, just had a personal shower and i gave all my energy to it and acted more then fun not im in my room cutting and having a panic attack of some sort cause im shakings super hard again like when i went to hospital ohhhhh i cant even breath right...... i cant stop cuting right now my hands are bloody typing on my keys ohhhh i wish i could stop shaking so hard ohhhh i just want to go back t the hospital and have someone take care of me please. now im crying ........ thats all i wanted was to cry ........ why did it take cutting to cry now .........????? i feel terribleS!!!!!