John just called me. He's nervous about tomorrow, too! I told him not to worry about me. Anything that could happen tomorrow can't hurt like the last yr and a half has hurt. Besides, he told me Austin is all excited about seeing me tomorrow, even got on the phone and told me so... then he started whimpering because Daddy said no video games. It's time to go outside and play. I kissed Austin over the phone and told him I love him. He really started bawling then and told me he loves me, too. Nothing like driving his Bela crazy! I can't wait to see him tomorrow!! Got to hear the baby cooing and giggling at his daddy. Have mercy! This grandma's heart is about to burst!!